Back on the bike

So it's 3 am on this beautiful Thursday morning and the boss has decided its extended cuddle time after being awake for 2 hours. I myself think it's sleepy time but my  constructive criticism has been disregarded. 

I find myself in a loop atm  A destructive one. I've been here before and I'll be here again. But I know it can get better. And the impact of the low will lessen each time as I gain an understanding of why I get this way.

I just needed to write something. Have a good rest of your day everyone