It has been 7 long months and I am participating. Last year was as you all know, a year with a lot of changes. There was the waiting, the anticipating and then more waiting. I have this thing when I have a plan to do something there is a period of the day that I have to put aside just anticipate. Just think about the thing I have to do and then wait for the thing to happen. It got me in a slump in a couple of times because I would wait for it to happen and then I'd miss it.
These past 7 months have been way different and way challenging. Because when the baby is here there is no waiting. Its now or face the sirens song. ( and I don't mean the mermaid siren) As a new time mom I thought would know the things that I could anticipate, the things I could wait for. Nah it just doesn't work like that.
It was a tough change for me who had the feeling of waiting always on my mind. And now I find I don't want to wait for things. House needs to be cleaned more often and meals need to be cooked instead of the instant noodles. There are things I want to improve in my life so that the lives of my family can improve. Its a very good feeling.
This year I am doing stick and 18 temple Motions for my forms. I want to get back to working on things I know that I can improve and adapt to.
It is wonderful to be back in I Ho Chuan and I am excited for what this year will bring!
GO TIGERS!!
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